Like a Leaf Floating in the Wind

I think about those who are struggling to breathe, parents who are lost in their own personal woods, trying to find their way to the light. Dragging their feet, step by step, frantically searching to find the one that they have lost. Looking behind each tree, lifting each branch, searching. Each of these personal forests, side by side, crossing over into one anothers territory, catching a glimpse of others along the tree line.
Sometimes walking through the forest is lonely. You are alone with your feelings, ever engulfing you. Sometimes it feels as if you are losing your mind, thoughts swirling about in your head. The walk can be lonely, others reaching in trying to understand.
These last two weeks have been a challenge. In my MTM-CNM Community, we have lost two boys. Two sweet angels that have left the world too soon. Every loss hits me hard, deep in my heart and soul. In my personal life, I am struggling over the hills and in the valleys. Emotional highs and lows on a daily basis.
I am tired....physically, mentally emotionally. In times like this, I am just a leaf floating in the wind...
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