True test of Character...

Tonight I had one of those moments...you know, the ones where you have stood high judging others about their behaviors when, all of the sudden , you realize that you have exhibited something in this behavior realm too... I have been feeling very frustrated in an attempt to make my world right...make it balanced...feel like myself and nothing is working. There are areas where I am making excellent progress...with my students, in their knowledge, with some people in my life, but there are others where I am feeling aimless and unfocused. Ironically, I have always felt that I am pretty capable of dealing with other adults in my life although, these last few months, I feel like an utter failure in that area. I don't trust my judgement, where I used to see trust, I have become a cynic. I feel like I am floating about, helpless. It is disconcerting and, frankly, scary... There are areas where I have become a cynic or passive-aggressive, even if I am not speaking my cynicism or anger